Stress week...

I can´t wait till next Saturday...actually, Thursday afternoon is fine, too. My presentation will be over by then, plus all the classes I have to give at highschool will be done, too. Right now I´m a little frustrated about that fact that all my weekends are taken by school work and I have a bad feeling just about sleeping in a little. During the week I´m so tiured that I postpone all important things on to the weekend and then it turns out to be so much to do! I have two classes to prepare today plus my part of the presentation. I had a meeting with Ines, Frauke and Florian yesterday to prepare everything but I still have my part to work through....
Thursday and Friday I was teaching - Thursday I had too much prepared which wasn´t a problem, on Friday I thought everything went fine but the teacher criticized me A LOT. And I have to tell you, it BOTHERS me just as much. Somehow I can´t fight the thought in my head that he tried to tell me that being a teacher is not my thing. I know he didn´t, or I guess he didn´t mean that. But still he was all negative and it was only my THIRD lesson ever. I´m there to learn. Of course, now I´m scared about teaching tomorrow and even more so on weekend as Mrs. Vorwald from my university will come to watch me teaching and grade me on it! Hey, I´m doing my best but nobody acknowledges that! I have a really bad feeling in my stomach...uff....
Besides that, I´m okay....I was working on Friday which is always nice and I really ned the money. Andy and I already have all the christmas presents, we just need to set aside some time to wrap them and everything...
Plans for next week are:
~get teaching and presentation done
~go and check wether I got a spot in next semesters internship in German literature and language
~iSt AuPair-Interview on Monday
~spend a nice evening with Regine on Wednesday
~last cell group meeting at Petra´s on Thursday
~hand in all books due in the different libraries
~meet my professor to see wether I passed medieval history class
~be at home for guys to come and check on my water/gas/heating numbers..whatever
~write christmas cards
~pack up things
~meet Jule and baby Sophie at my house on Friday

Also: Many kisses to Julia - I´m so sorry we couldn´t find any time to meet and talk! I wish you a very merry christmas and a happy new year. Let´s talk on the phone, okay?
~hugs~:)

Hope you are all well!
Love, Kathrin